Friday, June 6, 2008

Malacca... Malacca...

Phew... Just after playing Grand Chase SEA. Feeling a bit dizzy... Last night went to a friend's place for some drinks. Long time never contact each others, so the 4 of us sitting together, singing karaoke at her house, and also we had Absolut Vodka, Beer, and a little bit of Chivas Regal. Luckily there were soda drinks, fruit punch, and chocolate. Perhaps I did not drink for quite some time. Hard to adapt to it...
Anyway, attending my University mate's wedding dinner on this coming Saturday (07/06/2008) at MITC, Malacca. So, I am taking tonight's bus. It has been quite some time I haven't stepped into Malacca since I finished my study in MMU last year. Just now one of my friend called, asking me to help him get a Red Wine over there... Hahaha... No choice, hard to get a taste of his own here in Kuala Terenngganu. There is sure a lot of choices available in Malacca. Going to find out for him XD
I haven't started packing yet. Thinking of the workload given by SKALI, SPIKE, and Dale Carnegie Training, I started to feel dizzy again (lol). A busy weekend perhaps.
Nevermind, I'm taking a vacation this week. Not going to think of these matters first. Some more there'll be a competency test on this coming Monday, by SKALI. Holy mama, I'll be reaching home from Malacca that dawn. Should be no problem for me to handle that I hope kekeke...
Looks like I'll just have to pack up my stuff first while reading the book SKALI LAGI (One More TIme) by Tengku Farith Rithauddeen. I'm no Doctor Octopus, so I have to stop typing now hahha... To be continued... Adios~

Petrol, Diesel, Oil & Gas

Hmm... Interesting... Petrol has bumped up to RM 2.70 per liter while Diesel is RM2.58. Some more with the annually rebate scheme, I wonder... What would happen within these few years? I remembered the day where our Prime Minister announced that petrol price would rise starting midnight, I was still working. When I reached home, my friend from Penang informed me. That time I doubted it since I was told the price should be altered starting August. I reconfirmed with The Star Online, it was 6.30pm… That night I was going out as well…

Thinking of filling up at any nearby petrol station, but when I passed through any of each, holy, the queues were so ostentatious and long~! Indeed, that time was 4 more hours to midnight. RM1.92 to RM2.70, a 40% rise could cause problems for some of us. That’s why everyone was so eager to fill up their tanks before the price started to rise. Amusingly, the petrol and even the diesel were in high demand until some of the petrol stations had to shut down earlier since out of gas. So, I made my decision only to fill up my tank on the other day. It was just not my style to queue up and get something limited and highly demanded. That was only happening in Kuala Terengganu, a developing town. When I read the news next day, in those big cities, the situation was even worse and caused havoc.

Last minute work concept???

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

To Love A Love

Tell me what were you thinking, what on Earth were you saying?
I know I've let you down, but don't you know I tried so hard to love you in my way?
There's nothing I could say to you, nothing I could ever do to make you see what you mean to me.
I try to find a way to carry on and I searched myself to see where I went wrong.
You make me so hot, make me wanna drop, you're so ridiculous, I can barely stop, I can barely breathe, you're so fabulous.
I will be all that you want and get myself together because you keep me from falling apart.
Without you I don't know what I'd do. Therefore, I'm holding on to it and I won't let it pass me by. You are all the things I thought I knew, and I thought we could be. You are still everything that I wanted.
So why can't I just tell you that I care? I'm feeling nervous, trying to be so perfect, because I know you're worth it. What's wrong with my tongue, these words keep slipping away, I stutter, I stumble, like I've got nothing to say.
Everytime I try to make you smile, you're always feeling sorry for yourself. Everytime I try to make you laugh, you can't because you are too tough~!
I just don't understand why you won't talk to me. It really hurts until I'm wanted for nothing. I wanted to know you, you don't know me, please don't ignore me.
When you're gone, the pieces of my hearts are missing you, the face I came to know is missing too, the words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok, I really miss you. I never felt this way before, everything I do reminds me of you...
Why do you always do this to me? Why couldn't you just see this through me? How come you act like this, like you just don't care at all. Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall? I can feel you near me even though you're far away.
It's not supposed to feel this way, I need you more and more each day.
To love a love that never loves back is a sacrifice, and it needs courage, persistence, warmth, will etc.